knowing what i know, and yet
i'm not in your life
Cancer. My brother finds out at 2 p.m. today if he has cancer again. I only know because it was part of his "fuck off" message to my niece that she showed me.. hers being more manipulative than the mulitple exclamation mark one i got.
I'm at my desk, working, but my brain is somewhere else. Reviewing texts. Reviewing a life. So freaking sad and so freaking angry all at once. Trying to decide if I'd do the same thing. If I could possibly love someone that my children hated - and push everyone away. I don't think so.
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