Wednesday 23 May 2018

broken hearted, I,
wonder if I made you up -
lose myself in thought.


I clicked on a link today and ended up examining my life.  The unexamined life is not much of one, they say, but I'm here to testify that the examined one ain't no paradise, either.  The link was to a music video and I gave it a listen, realizing that the person who loved the song is not someone I emotionally connect with.  And yet I believed I was.

It's weird to be in your late 40s and realizing you got so many things wrong.

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